Winter

You know how you just sometimes get that feeling where nothing is very interesting? No food sounds good, no activity sounds exciting, nothing seems to feel right. I think it is just that in-between feeling. We are smack dab in the middle of winter, the snow that was so beautiful has taken on that menacing gray slush form, the mornings are still dark, and it feels like it is 10:00 at night, but it is only 6:30. I am in that space right now. I don't have any money, so that makes the feeling even worse. I don't have anyplace to go, and if I did, I wouldn't be able to do anything because of my lack of funds. I don't like this place, I need to snap out of it, and the sooner the better. I think I have the Winter Blues, darn it all!